( it's difficult because they were the two people he sought emotional comfort from and jean especially, with everything that happened before he woke again — where deep within his heart, he wished that she could have been his mother and had told her that before they parted ways... to come back here and find her gone... it hurts. )
I'm just glad you're here... even if that's a terrible thing to want.
( if wade had been gone as well, he... doesn't know what he'd be feeling or doing right now. )
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I'm just glad you're here... even if that's a terrible thing to want.
( if wade had been gone as well, he... doesn't know what he'd be feeling or doing right now. )
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[If Nate left here, Wade would be inconsolable. Especially with what Nate's told him.]
I was worried about you.
[And trying to act like he wasn't.]
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( and he sends a gentle brush of reassurance to him. )
Can you come stay the night? I just feel… a lot of things right now.
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[Any other plans he might have had be damned.]
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( he doesn't want to be alone in his thoughts... in everything that he's feeling right now. )
I love you, you know.
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[Even if sometimes he doesn't entirely understand why anyone would love him.]
But not as much as I love you. [There's teasing in his thought-voice, amusing himself with the idea that it's some kind of competition.]